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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Pills, pills, pills

So many pills to swallow am I ruining my insides and fucking up my brain? The answer to that is probably yes. I should take a picture of all my pill bottles, but most of you wouldn't believe it. Do you ever sometimes listen to old music like back from high school/college just to rewind time and bring yourself to those moments where you knew who you were, what you were doing and just having plain old fun? That's what I'm doing right now I like the feeling nostalgic. But not of music that reminds me of my exes. Hahaha too many bad memories with that one. Any I somehow lost track of my initial blog, that tends to happen to me a lot lately. Attention span is shot, its probably because of all those stupid pills. My doctor told me that my depressive state has reached a "manic" state. JOY!!!!! after two years of treatment, hospitalizations and medication to medication I have just gotten worse. Just how did that freaking happen! I guess doctors dont know what they really are doing =|
I feel like this is an angry blog, but thats just fine because that's how I feel angry after seeing my doctor today. New and more pills to take and just do nothing alll dayyyyy loooooong, everyday. I cant stay concentrated enough to watch a movie, play a video game and all I want to do is go out and spend spend spend! Thats my manic side coming out. I've had headaches non-stop for about two weeks now and its so fucking annoying to be taking so many pain killers and nothings getting better. WTF I swear I might have a brain tumor or something.
Recently I've been feeling like I want to do something to feel pain and inflicting it on myself will only land me in the hospital so I went and got two ear piercings about 2 weeks ago but now I want more pain, sooooo I was thinking TATOOO!!!!
To bad I dont have the money to do it but I really want one done. I might just go and max out my credit card to get one!!!!! I feel so sporadic right now, maybe I should go smoke my cig and get that high feeling i like. Ugh!!!!!! I hate where I'm at right now. Fucking sucks!

Friday, January 6, 2012

The Devil Inside

Plot:

On October 30, 1989, Maria Rossi (Suzan Crowley) committed triple murders during an exorcism performed on her. The Catholic Church became involved, and she has since been in a Catholic psychiatric hospital in Rome.

In 2009, twenty years later, her daughter Isabella (Fernanda Andrade) and a film crew try to find a pastor/scientist to help Maria. Isabella starts to question whether this runs in families, as she fears she herself will one day be possessed. Maria's possession proves to be unlike anything in the history of Christianity. A series of unauthorized exorcisms ensues. Everything goes horribly wrong, and the only piece of evidence is the footage caught by the film crew.

So what was my take on the movie?

Firstly I can say its not your typical glammed up Hollywood style horror film but documentary to give it a more natural and realistic view. With that said the movie was filmed well and it being a documentary made it more believable then some skeptics may think or feel. The movie portrayed some very disturbing and graphics scenes and is very intertwined with religion. I'd advise that anyone who strongly believes in scientific facts to out rule demonic possession not watch this movie as it will grind your gears. The movie was short and un-conclusive and yet to prove whether the story is actually true.

All in all in my opinion I give the movie a 9 out of 10 being that it was filmed very well, acting was very impressive and some of the scenes where unbelievable to watch (For example when the priest actually trying to drown a baby during a baptism). Other scenes in the movie proved to be way to convenient for the story line which makes you think "COME ON REALLY?!" But for a big horror fan that I am I thought the movie to be a great thrill and gruesomely awesome. There was a lot of disappointment at the end of the movie but that's for your own judgment. There is information given at the end of the movie for further research into the story.

In turn for true horror film lovers out there I think you'd really appreciate this movie seeing as Hollywood has taken horror films to ridiculous and far-fetched ways that you don't have the chance to be thrilled or shiver at your sear and out of the theater saying "I wonder if that can really happen to me?"

For those who appreciate a good horror films or just like the thrill of it I suggest you see this movie, it def got my mind boggling about the world behind possession and how science is beginning to out rule religion in which my opinion is truly sad. Slowly the idea of protection from God can be solved with modern day medicine.

The Devil Inside

Tonight I will be watching the movie "The Devil Inside." Now I am a big horror movie fan and I have not seen a good one since "The Rite", so for all you horror fans out there stay tuned tonight as I will be giving my review on the movie to say if its worthwhile for you folks! See you tonight!