2 Yr Anni (August 17, 2008)

It's was my 2 year anni with Joseph Keenan! Yes Joseph Keenan my semi boyfriend right now...but I do love him even though we are not completely together. On a thing called a break...things just felt like they were getting just a tad bit out of hand...wait, scratch that, I was losing control of the situation. Even so, I still love him. What we have is more then just bf/gf theres more math involved. We are two very complex people, very different, conflicting views, def off-side parental influences....kinda like ying & yang. Yet there is a strong similarity, our emotions.

So what else about today worked was hell!!! One problem after the other OMG I wanted to shoot myself. I'm so fed up with it I don't even wanna blog about it. Next topic, I had my moment of clarity today! At approximately 9:06pm I took a break journeyed to the side of the building and had my moment...how sweet it was! The best time to do it is in the dark...at least that's what I think. Gubby invited me to dinner yet I shot her down...SORRY GUBBY!!! I was way to tired and just wanted to get home, relax in my room and whine down the night with some South Park. I watched the episode where Cartman draws a face on his hand an claims its Jennifer Lopez...lol...classic...the nutty minds of Matt Stone & Trey Parker gotta love it.

As for me right now I am tired as hell...I feel soooo sleepy and I think I'm about to knock out...I still have a lot to blog about starting from Thursday night but that will be for another day.

"Hanging by a moment here with you <3"