Over dosing on consumption,
Influential words escaping from your lips,
I know I shouldn't be phased,
Uncontrollably I sink deeper into my mind,
Plunging into an overwhelming pool of distraught,
I'm afraid to close my eyes,
Not because I'm blinded by darkness, because I can clearly see whats inside,
This irksome sentiment is devouring my humanity,
While the image of your moving lips play over and over,
Your words stretch out to me with those piercing syllables wrapping around my voice,
Now only muted words can escape me,
My eyes forever open, body struck numb by all the hurt,
I've become your mannequin,
Why must the night scream in my ear,
Keeping me with blood shot eyes and a dry throat,
With sweating palms and a thunderous heart beat,
I lie motionless but senses intact,
It's my self mentality whose become the insomniac,
Laughing with leaking eyes I cant call it crying,
A false distorted smile paints across my face,
I'm vulnerable in such an arcane state.
Influential words escaping from your lips,
I know I shouldn't be phased,
Uncontrollably I sink deeper into my mind,
Plunging into an overwhelming pool of distraught,
I'm afraid to close my eyes,
Not because I'm blinded by darkness, because I can clearly see whats inside,
This irksome sentiment is devouring my humanity,
While the image of your moving lips play over and over,
Your words stretch out to me with those piercing syllables wrapping around my voice,
Now only muted words can escape me,
My eyes forever open, body struck numb by all the hurt,
I've become your mannequin,
Why must the night scream in my ear,
Keeping me with blood shot eyes and a dry throat,
With sweating palms and a thunderous heart beat,
I lie motionless but senses intact,
It's my self mentality whose become the insomniac,
Laughing with leaking eyes I cant call it crying,
A false distorted smile paints across my face,
I'm vulnerable in such an arcane state.
(just the hurt I felt 2 years ago)
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